Paul Celan, Gayl Jones

De Duits-Roemeense dichter Paul Celan werd onder de naam Paul Antschel op 23 november 1920 geboren in Czernowitz, toentertijd de hoofdstad van de Roemeense Boekovina, nu behorend bij de Oekraïne. Zie ook alle tags voor Paul Celan op dit blog.

 

LOB DER FERNE (1948)

Im Quell deiner Augen
leben die Garne der Fischer der Irrsee.
Im Quell deiner Augen
hält das Meer sein Versprechen.

Hier werf ich,
ein Herz, das geweilt unter Menschen,
die Kleider von mir und den Glanz eines Schwures:

Schwärzer im Schwarz, bin ich nackter.
Abtrünnig erst bin ich treu.
Ich bin du, wenn ich ich bin.

Im Quell deiner Augen
treib ich und träume von Raub.

Ein Garn fing ein Garn ein:
wir scheiden umschlungen.

Im Quell deiner Augen
erwürgt ein Gehenkter den Strang.

 

DIE HALDE (1954)

Neben mir lebst du, gleich mir:
als ein Stein
in der eingesunkenen Wange der Nacht.

O diese Halde, Geliebte,
wo wir pausenlos rollen,
wir Steine,
von Rinnsal zu Rinnsal.
Runder von Mal zu Mal.
Ähnlicher. Fremder.

O dieses trunkene Aug,
das hier umherirrt wie wir
und uns zuweilen
staunend in eins schaut.

 

ZWEIHÄUSIG, EWIGER, bist du, un-
bewohnbar. Darum
baun wir und bauen. Darum
steht sie, diese
erbärmliche Bettstatt, – im Regen,
da steht sie.

Komm. Geliebte.
Daß wir hier liegen, das
ist die Zwischenwand –: Er
hat dann genug an sich selber, zweimal.

Laß ihn, er
habe sich ganz, als das Halbe
und abermals Halbe. Wir,
wir sind das Regenbett, er
komme und lege uns trocken.

 

IN DE LUCHT, daar blijft je wortel, daar,
in de lucht.
W aar zich het sterfelijke balt, aardachtig,
adem -en-leem .

Groot
gaat de banneling daarboven, de
verbrande: een Pommer, thuis
in ’t meikeverlied dat moederlijk bleef, zomers, licht-
bloeiend aan de rand
van alle steile,
winterhard-koude
lettergrepen.
Met hem
trekken de meridianen :
aan-
gezogen door zijn
door zonnen bestuurde pijn, die de landen verbroedert naar
de middagspreuk van een
liefhebbende
verte. Over-
al is hier en is heden, is, van vertwijfelingen uit,
de glans,
waarin de verdeelden treden met hun
verblinde monden :
de kus, nachtelijk,
brandt de zin in een taal, waar zij toe ontwaken, zij – :
teruggekeerd in
de griezelige banbliksem ,
die de verstrooiden verzamelt, de
door de sterwoestijn ziel gevoerden, de
tentbouwers hoog in de ruimte
van hun blikken en schepen,

de nietige schoven hoop,
waarin het ruist van aartsengelvleugels, van noodlot,
de broeders, de zusters, de
te licht, de te zwaar, de te licht
bevondenen met
de wereldwaag in de bloed-
schendende, in de
vruchtbare schoot, de levenslang vreemden,
spermatisch omkranst door gesternten , zwaar
in de ondiepten legerend, de lichamen
tot drempels getorend, tot dammen, – de
voordenwezens, waarover
de klompvoet der goden komt
heengestrompeld – om
wiens
sterrentijd te laat?

 

Vertaald door Frans Roumen

 

Paul Celan (23 november 1920 – 20 april 1970)

 

De Amerikaanse dichteres en schrijfster Gayl Jones werd geboren op 23 november 1949 in Lexington, Kentucky. Zie ook alle tags voor Gayl Jones op dit blog.

Uit: The Birdcatcher

“Ibiza. I have left Brazil and am living on the white-washed island of Ibiza with my friend Catherine Shuger, a sculptor who has been declared legally insane, and her husband, Ernest, a freelance writer of popular science articles. We are all expatriate Americans: exiles.
Standing on the terrace, sheltered in the smell of oranges and eucalyptus, washed in sunlight, you’d swear this was a paradise. But to tell the truth the place is full of dangers. The dangers, however, are not directed toward me but toward Ernest. You see, Catherine sometimes tries to kill her husband. It has been this way for years: He puts her into an asylum, thinks she’s well, takes her out again, and she tries to kill him. He puts her in another one, thinks she’s well, takes her out again, she tries to kill him: on and on. You’d think we’d learn by now; you’d think everybody’d learn, don’t you? But somehow we keep the optimism, or the pretense, bring her out, and wait. She’s like the fucking trapdoor spider.
Here she’s sitting now: We’re both out on the dandelion-bright terrace. I’m writing this, and Catherine’s scribbling in her therapy notebook that her last psychiatrist told her to keep. Ernest is inside behind the glass door working on an article on laser medicine. Here Catherine sits in a pink silk nightie and blue flannel housecoat, though it’s two o’clock in the afternoon and hot as fresh cow dung out here. Underneath I know what she’s wearing too—Lady Jockey drawers (Look, Amanda, Jockey makes drawers for women! I’ve got to get some of these!) and a champagne-colored (champagne!) Danskin bra. And looking so sweet! If you didn’t know her story, well, you could eat her up the way she’s looking now: wrist on her chin, her jaws as innocent and plum as cherubs’.

Astronomers say that even galaxies eat each other; so why not let’s eat this sweet bitch?
Anyway, she tries to kill Ernest: that’s all the story really. No one knows why, and Catherine won’t tell. The rest of us can only list the attempts: Once she tried to dump a steel bookcase on him, another time she lunged at him with a red-hot poker; once she grabbed the rusty spoke of a bicycle wheel when we were passing by a salvage dump in Detroit.
We were walking down this deserted backstreet one Sunday, before noon. When Catherine spotted the salvage dump, she ran a bit ahead of us, to the wire-mesh fence. When we got to her, she had her hands entwined in the fence. We stood behind her, watching. She looked almost like a little girl in her yellow cotton dress, her hair in tiny braids and tied with a ribbon, her bowlegs peeking out of the dress, and looking as if she were perpetually getting ready to climb onto a saddle—with ride-‘em-cowgirl bowlegs. She was even wearing socks with her high-heeled shoes—that was the latest style. Standing pigeon-toed, she looked like a canary peeking into its cage.”

 

Gayl Jones (Lexington, 23 november 1949)
Portret door Johnalynn Holland, 2020

 

Zie voor nog meer schrijvers van de 23e november ook mijn blog van 23 november 2018 en eveneens mijn blog van 23 november 2014 deel 2.

Gayl Jones

De Amerikaanse dichteres en schrijfster Gayl Jones werd geboren op 23 november 1949 in Lexington, Kentucky. Ze kwam uit een creatieve achtergrond; haar grootmoeder Amanda Wilson schreef religieuze drama’s en haar moeder Lucile schreef fictie. Tegen de tijd dat ze zeven jaar oud was, was ze al begonnen met het schrijven van haar eigen fictie. Op de middelbare school werd Jones door haar leraren beschreven als briljant, maar pijnlijk verlegen. Jones studeerde Engels aan  Connecticut College, waar ze verschillende prijzen ontving voor haar poëzie en in 1971 een bachelorsdiploma behaalde. Daarna volgde een masterdiploma in creatief schrijven aan de Brown University, terwijl ze studeerde bij William Meredith en Michael Harper en waar haar eerste toneelstuk, “Chile Woman”, werd opgevoerd. In 1973 behaalde zij haar masterdiploma en vervolgde ze haar studie aan Brown, waar ze uiteindelijk een Ph.D. in creatief schrijven behaalde in 1975. Jones publiceerde datzelfde jaar haar eerste roman, “Corregidora”, en een jaar later werd ze assistent-professor aan de Universiteit van Michigan. Tot Jones’ latere werken behoren “Eva’s Man” (1976), “White Rat” (1977), “Song for Anninho” (1981), “The Hermit-Woman” (1983), “Xarque and other Poems” (1985), “Liberating Voices: Oral Tradition of African American Literature” (1991 ), “The Healing” (1998) en “Mosquito” (1999). “The Healing” was finalist voor de National Book Award in 1998.

Uit: Eva’s Man

“The police came and found arsenic in the glass. but I was gone by then. The landlady in the hotel found him. Shc went in bringing him the Sunday’s paper, and wanting the bill paid. They say she screamed and screamed and woke up the whole house. It’s got a bad name now, especially that room. They tell me a lot of people like to go and look at it. and see where the crime happened. They even wrote an article about it in one of these police magazines. That’s the way they do, though. I never did see the article. It bothered me at first when I found out they’d used his picture in there, one showing what I did. It didn’t bother me so much having mine in there. Elvira said they had my picture in there and my hair was all uncombed and they had me looking like a wild woman. Elvis’s the woman in the same cell with me down at the psychiatric prison. They let her go out more than they do me because they say she’s got more control than I have. It ain’t nothing I’ve done since I’ve been in here. It’s what I did be-fore I came, the nature of my crime that makes them keep me in here. The way they look at me. They don’t let me out with the other women. When Elvira goes out, she reads the papers and comes back and tells me what’s in them. She wanted to bring me that article but they wouldn’t let her bring it to Inc. I wanted to see it at first, but then when she sneaked it in with her down in her underwear, I wouldn’t look at it. I made her tear it up and flush it down the toilet.
“You know, they thought you was going to give that hotel a bad name,” she said. “I mean, a bad name where wouldn’t nobody wont to come and stay in it. But now it turns out that they’s some queer people in this world.” “What do you mean?” I was frowning. “I mean, they’s people that go there just so they can sleep in the same place where it happened, bring their whores up there and all. Sleep in the same bed where you killed him at. Some peoples think that’s what you was. A whore.” I kept frowning. “It ain’t me saying it.” I lay on my cot and stared up at the ceiling. There were also people saying I did it because I found out about his wife. That’s what they tried to say at the trial because that was the easiest answer they could get. I’ve seen his wife, though. I didn’t want to see her because I didn’t know how I was going to feel. She came in to see me only one time during the trial. She was a skinny, run-down-looking woman in a black hat. For some reason, I had expected her to be a big, handsome-looking woman.
She didn’t say anything. She just stood there outside the cell and stared at me, and I stared back. The only thing I kept wondering is how did he treat her. Because it looked like he made her worse than he made me. I mean, if she was as bad-off on the inside as she looked on the outside. She must’ve stood there for close to fifteen minutes, and then left. She didn’t have anything at all in her eyes—not hate not nothing. Or whatever she did have, I couldn’t see it. When she left, I wondered what she saw in mine. Even now people come in here and ask me how it happened. They want me to tell it over and over again. I don’t mean just the psychiatrists, but people from newspapers and things.”

 

Gayl Jones (Lexington, 23 november 1949}