De Congolese dichter en schrijver Alain Mabanckou werd geboren op 24 februari 1966 in Congo-Brazzaville (Frans Congo). Zie ook alle tags voor Alain Mabanckou op dit blog.
Uit: African Psycho (Vertaald door Christine Schwartz Hartley)
“Still, it’s weird: Every time one of my deeds ends in fiasco, something—I don’t know what exactly—compels me to think about Angoualima, my idol, and to make for his grave in the cemetery of the Dead-Who-Are-Not-Allowed-to-Sleep in the first hours of the day. There I talk to him, listen to him take me to task, call me an imbecile, an idiot, or a pitiful character. I agree, abandon myself to the fascination he exerts over me, and take these insults as a sign of the affection that only he shows me. Now if only I could convince myself that it is not in my interest to compare myself to him or desperately seek his approval as a master of crime, I might be able to start working with a free spirit. To each his own manner and personality. I certainly have tried to pursue this course. It’s not as simple as it seems.
Why take Angoualima as a model and not another of our town’s bandits? I finally found an explanation. Actually, when I was just a teenager with skeletal legs, drifting through the sticky streets of the He-Who-Drinks-Water-Is-an-Idiot neighborhood, playing scarfball with other kids my age, I would already hear people talk about Angoualima and would recognize myself in each of his gestures, which the whole country decried. I felt admiration for him. In a certain way he had preceded me in the type of existence I dreamed of for myself. So as not to despair, I persuaded myself that I resembled him, that his destiny and mine had the same arc, and that little by little I would eventually climb each step until my head, shaped like a rectangular brick, deserved a crown of laurels.
I did resemble him. Not in any physical way, but in that he cultivated a taste for solitude and that he hadn’t been recognized by his parents either—they abandoned him at a great crossroads of life where the poor child had no idea what path to take.”
Alain Mabanckou (Congo-Brazzaville, 24 februari 1966)